The coming of fall and the change in the weather is reminding me there are things I needed to do. Some things I only half retain the information, some I am not sure if I dreamed it or if it was real information. Too many upsetting feelings. Grinding my teeth a lot.
I am angry that I do not remember what is real and what is not. I am panicked about what other things I could be forgetting that are important, my stomach is in knots. I am overwhelmed when I think of possible ways to stay organized. This turns to fatigue so strong I feel like I have been jogging for 8 hours straight. Its a stupid cycle of uncertainty. I struggle to feel productive.
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